Can't believe it! It's July already and Comic Con is tomorrow! I forgot to mention I was convinced it was last week - i was gutted but had something to look forward to the week after. that Thursday was awesome as Anty's mate Josiah (from her anime club) won tickets to the itunes festival in Camden at the Roundhouse - Thursday was Snow Patrol and I was happy to take the second ticket. It rocked! it was half an hour of warm up acts - Animal Kingdom (quite a good british Band) and then a weird amercian band aftwer -the lead singer was crossed eyed and freaking us out!

Snow patrol came on late (as most bands do generally) but were on stage for like 45 minutes!!! that's a record for them at least. It got better, after that they did an encore, so we went off and came back battling abck to the front and heard some new stuff as well and watch some cool animations on the big screen. Goy some good pics on Josaih's camera phone. Oh yeah what was the luck that my friend Gloria won tickets too? So we pushed in the queue to stand with her & Melmarie, heh I have no conscince sometimes. I was quite shocked to hear jo has never been Camden before?! Random, gotta drag the anime club down and take hima round.

The highlight was when they played my fav song 'Shut your eyes' and then got us int he crowd to join in :)

It's supposed to be my day off and normally weekends don't count as I cram in as much me time & socialising as possible.

Shame that it's 11am and I've been coordinating with the team since 9.30am. This is too much for me sometime and I think it was really showing on Monday & Tuesday. the CEO/my so called 'friend' keep making remarks that I look drained, dead and quite frankly ugly. I thought I'd snap out of this bizarre mood yesterday but I felt even worse and it was like my face was dropey like a bloodhound dog and my muscles couldn't tighten for a second to make a half smirk let alone a smile.

I dressed up with a sea blue office shirt but maybe the calming effects of the colour back fired. So whilst getting the homepage done and doing a newsletter demo via Calistra (very high tech software allowing you to watch someone working from there computer and also take over) he threw a hissy at me for looking lifeless and not 'inspiring' the team and I really could give a rats ass.

Have you ever had an outter body experience, that's what happened to me yesterday, through theis hour of hard core verbal abuse, he must of called me stupid several times, then said I made myslef look like an idiot for not understanding the obvious. I can't help it if I'm dealing for a living contradicting, one minute my feedback is 'petty' next they are 'too general', if he dosen't give me examples how am I going to understand why? Then he implying that I'm another 'good worker' not a 'manager' and 'a pretty head who has come to her limits'. I don't know how my ability was linked to me feeling under the weather. I have never let my health get in the way - otherwise i don't come in. It's difficult to take sick days too when i know I'll get a guilt trip the day after.

Are all men this twisted or is he ont he verge of being a woman? I have never met a person as bitchy as him.

It doesn't help that my parents are coming at me from behind telling me they will throw me out of the house if I don't leave that rollercoaster office. My mum even commented that my skin has gone out of control since I've been workign there. Yup I'm a crater face now. I need plastic surgery - if I EVER make some money.

What a load of Bullocks.

As far as the police are concerned if your name is on the sheet and your on the dole then you must be guilty. If you haven't got a respectable living then you can't possibly be a law abiding citizen.

I know someone who's been accused of sexual harassment. It's weird saying it out loud. I know them and it's just ridiculous, someone who get's such good looking people after them at a drop of a hat -why would they sexually harass someone who is a.) married, b.) average looking.

This person is shallow as a model agency, so being 'fussy' is the word and the person they were to 'alleged' have harassed is not to their high standards. I think it's all for a quick buck and well it makes me lose hope in justice truly prevailing. Whilst serial rapist cab drivers carry on their merry way the innocent people get done for because they don't know how to protect themselves they wouldn't need to they haven't done anything wrong.

So the police make up the numbers are prove they've done THEIR job but banging up innocent people.
Why?